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« on: April 10, 2014, 06:35:46 AM »
Monday, April 7th
The dreams just keep coming. Over and over again, every night. I'm constantly harassed by these nightmares, and I wake up screaming every time. Sometimes they're different, sometimes they're the same. Always, they're just... horrible.
Sometimes I don't even know what's happening, I can just feel these awful things being done to me. They say you can't feel pain while you're dreaming - obviously, they've never dreamed as me.
But other times, it's other people that are being hurt. Sometimes it's my family, but others it's people I don't know. Well, I shouldn't say that. It's people that I should know, but I just... don't. It doesn't matter though. I still scream and cry and fight to save them like I try to save everyone that I dream of.
The worst part is... it doesn't always work.
I don't know, maybe I'm just going crazy. Alright, no, that's not it. I know better than that. It's not that I'm going crazy, it has to have something to do with being an Astral. Right? That's always the cause of these kinds of problems.
Who ever knew that being an angel would be so hard...